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Being chatted-up by German doctors
Frisbee
drinking eating cris[ps and playing Tekken
walking home drunk through the park thinking about ghost people...

Removables and Ghost People

Woke late today at 8:45 am... I had ten minutes to take a shower and get to congregation hall. We have to write a report on Google Books and the Apollo 11 mission..

Went for meeting with my advisor Dr Ben Milner.. I really like Ben despite swearing to never speak to anyone called Ben...ever. It was hard I kept trying to mention topical subject to keep the conversation going. So scared of the lull periods. I spoke of many subjects and probably stuff I shouldn't have mentioned. typical of me, anything to avoid long silent periods.

Went into the city to buy lots of junk food with my new found wealth. I spent almost an hour watching the 'East meets East' projects presentation in the Forum's curve theatre. Part of which featured Alice the Taiko club's teacher I met last Wednesday.

Bumped into Mick the Australian guy who was at No2ID. We talked and joke for awhile and did some vegetable shopping. Heh..

Later I went with Chris to buy some beer from the Tesco metro..then watched Judge Dredd and then Final Fantasty.

Pay Day

Chris has lived with Adam for five days now. He's already talking about trying to kick him out. There's no excuse, we all knew what he was like before we moved in. Though he is really fucking annoying.

Chris and I went for registration. Adam was still in bed and didn't have to register 'till later. It goes my Surname. There's only one thing to mention about registration and that was what happened to the person waiting in front, or for that matter what he did. The queue was stretched down some steps. Between levels, there was a drop either side or the stair. The person in front of Chris and I dropped all his paper-work accidentally over the side. I managed to stifle my laughter as he had to go all the way down two levels to collect it. What was strange was that he then again joined the end of the long queue, and not just reenter where he was previously. AWWWW poor guy. But it was funny...Heh

Chris and I managed to hand-out some NO2ID leaflets. I'm getting use to it, but it's embarrassing when you try hand someone a leaflet and they ignore you. I notice once one person in a group says no, everyone then in that group no-longer feels obliged to say yes.

Later after the usual talks in the conference hall I met with Powie. We went to the CMP party for free coke and pizza.

I went to bed angry because Adam had written over

Scummy Mummy

Today at Norwich Cathedral they held the 'Battle of Britain' ceremony. I took my seat to the side of the main congregation; it's advisable, as I knew I would slowly become angry. In no-way would I want to disrespect the British Legion. But.... There was a guy I can't name; a large portion of his speech was dedicated to how we're so lucky to have freedom of speech in England. Wtf ??? He was so ill informed. FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS BEING ERODED OR HAS BEEN ERODED NOW.. THIS DAY !!! Why the fuck do they refuse to acknowledge this ?? I kept looking for the exit, and had to bite my lip, but I tried to act normal and not offend.


After I went to the park for the 'Friends of the Earth' music event. I met-up with Tom and Chris on the No2ID stall. There was one other guy from Australia who may get involved. Dr Ian Gibson was there too. He spoke to us about how nobody will listen to the issues of NO2ID. It was good to chill in the sun listening to the music.

Waiting at the bus-stop a strange woman rubbed herself against me..Spooky ??
She was walking past and stepped sideways towards me. She stood with her body against mine and started mumbling something. I guess she was drunk, or pretending to be. She then looked down at my crotch and ask, "what have you got in there?" I ignored her comment and started telling her about NO2ID. She then started asking me questions about what I'm doing at University.

King of Pong

I received another email from Fen, the lady from Beijing. I was quite surprised, wasn't expecting that. Apparently she returned home August the 5th; and said alot of nice things about England.

In the evening Powie came around and we all went to the Sportspark to play table tennis. Later that night we spent a good hour or two in our kitchen trying to bounce the ping-pong ball into a cup... Once you start you just can't stop...

We then watched the film 'American Psycho.' I never noticed before, I think the music in American Psycho is Philip Glass.

Rengae Rhythms

I was questioned by community support officers for standing in the cemetery, and looking odd. OK, so I admit it was strange, but it's not for them to judge me and ruin my day. Telling me I'm different and therefore I should be questioned. This has only convinced me even more that ID cards are a very wrong idea.

This evening I attended a Taiko class. It goes without question, everything was awesome. I definitely want to practice with them. There seemed to be an even number of men and women of varied ages, also a young girl of about eight years' old. They had built new drums from bits of industrial tubing and canvass. The woman instructor was so graceful in her movement, with a powerful rhythm.

They are preparing for the demonstration they will give as part of the 'East Meets East' project.

Powie and Chris have returned from summer holiday, we watched the film 'Ghostbusters'.

Didn't Know you were Out...

Yterday something unusual happened. I went for my usual at the Forum. As I scanned the faces of the people beside the table I would sit at. I noticed someone familiar. The woman looked like she could be an old friend's mum. No, it was Helen McDermott the presenter from Anglia news. I listened to the conversation she was having with two elderly ladys. I think she maybe appearing in this year's panto.

Started the day listening to 'War of the Words' then the old indie band 'Mudhoney.' In the evening I went to the No2ID meeting at the Workshop. It seems there will be a music event on the weekend. Zero Emissions... we might be setting-up a stall there...

When I returned to the house I could hear Adam and his stupid laugh eminatting from his open window. The front door chain stopped me from entering and there seemed to be a chair wedged up against the handle from the inside. wtf ?? Adam looked out his window, then took about half a minute to let me in. Bode was with him and said some crap about a burgular trap. I couldn't give a shit what they get-up to, so long as it doesn't effect me.

I've drunk lots of Coke and can't sleep now :( I

Following and Followers

There's this large tall black bloke who lived in the same building as me last year. I keep seeing him on the bus, in the city, and now in the supermarket. I'm worried he thinks I'm following him.

Paid a visit to the NO2ID stall in the city. Show my support, and might goto the meeting Tuesday.

Stood in the dark cemetery again whilst listening to Philip Glasss' Koyaanisquatsi and dancing like a robot. (yeah I know it's not normal) I nearly shat myself when I turned to see a fox had crept up behind me.

Who's Emobile in Tokyo ??? All visitors from Japan usually seem to be coming from the same network. I just assume it's one person on different computers, but Emobile, that's a new one..

Creep

Squeezed through a gap in the railings of a cemetery. I then stood for three hours in the dark. A shiver went down my spine every time I thought about the coffins beneath me.

I'm probably not going to update this blog very often now.

SOoon Soon SOOOn So

Spent the day reading about basic cryptography... Watched a film about Allen Turing whilst cracking WEP keys... Spent ages trying to get Adams new wireless card to work properly...Failed. I decided to wrap his computer in tin-foil, just for fun. Still no better.

Beeston Bump_Reloaded

Took the kids to Splash the swimming pool in Sheringham. I refused to pay 1.70 UK pounds to watch people having a good time in the pool, so instead, I went for a walk. I walked the seafront to Sheringham then ran up the Beeston bump. Took a quick photo then back down. If I ever go on the run from the police, I think I will hide-out there... not really :D heh !!!

At night I watched the film:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clapham_Junction_(film)

Ya Big Promo ..

Went to 'Great Yarmouth Pleasure Beach' today with my sister and family. I can't stand Great Yarmouth. On one occasion when I found myself caught in Yarmouth I considered calling air-sea rescue on the emergency phones to be air lifted to safety.

My sister's kids were very excited, and being with young children seemed to make the experience more bearable. I managed with ninja like reaction to get soaked walking past the log flume much to everyones enjoyment. I can't believe it, I just watched as in slow motion a cascade of water moved towards me, then all over the lower half of my legs. I had to laugh but I felt so stupid hahah!!

Took the kids on the roller coaster and to the penny arcades. I love to see the people who play the machines with a serious look on their face. Loading the machines with coins using two hands, like a real professional.

Most of the rides were very expensive, I waited outside while my sister and the kids looked around a miniature model village. Whilst I was waiting the police had closed the roads to the seafront. There was a procession of trucks.

The 50 or so trucks one by one paraded past waving and sounding their horns. wtf !!! I was bored with trucks even before they had started, let alone after the fiftieth one had rolled by, they all looked the same, just with different company logos. v. strange. How is that even an event ???

Life's a Drag..SAMU !!!

Woke-up really late today. Spent all morning in bed listening to Spotify the stream music website. Afternoon I went drundling around Norwich looking for work. While I was waiting at the bus-top back into the city I was joined by a strange looking couple. The male of the two was holding to boxes in his arms. They had bought hamsters. They imediately began to light-up their cigarretes causing a nasty smell. I was finding it hard to breath choking on their cigarrette smoke. One of them was commenting on how one of the hamsters poked its nose through one of the air holes. I'M NOT GODDAM SUPRISED !!! I WAS FINDING IT HARD TO BREATH FROM AN ARMS LENGTH AWAY, WHO KNOWS WHAT THE HAMSTER WAS GOING THROUGH WITH FAG SMOKE PIPED INTO ITS LITTLE BOX...

Bumped into Steve down Unthank road. I think he tried to sneak past unoticed but I recognised his green cap, and caught him.

Back at UEA I went to buy cheap biscuits with the very last of my small change. Walking home a girl was being draged by a youngish boy. She seemed to be crying as he yanked at her arm. I shouted over the road, "what are you doing ??" Plane as day he turned to me and said, "I'm taking her to mine." The girl didn't say anything and I watched as he lead her by the arm, away. errr... OK !!! I watched them walk away and then continued home. What can you do ???

I'm off to my parents tonight. My sister is visiting and I want to see my nephew who I haven't seen for a long time..

You Got a Friend

rattled off a few copies of my CV in UEA library. Caught bus into town, as the bus was leaving campus I noticed Miyuki.

Walked about aimlessly for a few hours; not getting into too much trouble.

Adam left a load of spilt rice on the kitchen floor. It's been there for a week now. I decided to sweep and clean the kitchen. After, I went the long walk 'round to the Tesco metro to buy cheap chocolate.

Walking back from the Metro I spotted Miyuki walking towards me. I can't explain, but from quite a distance I knew it was Miyuki. She had just been to submit her dissertation. I know she was worried about her work, but seemed happy to have finally finished. Next July she will be teaching 'Development' in Tanzania. Amazing !!! I really admire what she's doing, and how adventurous she is. Miyuki mentioned to me I looked tired, she's not the first person to say that to me. I realised my eyes squint when I'm speaking to people I like. It's actually a reaction from being scared to talk to people. I guess I just have to expose myself to more women. Men I can deal with and I don't care much for them anyhow (LOL) Miyuki mentioned she will go drinking with friends to celebrate the end of her master's course, then pack her bags for her trip back home to Japan. I awkwardly said goodbye and forgot to wish her a safe journey... Safe journey Miyuki !!!

I went home and fell asleep(the power of suggestion.)

Woke from my sleep to find Adam banging the hoover against my door. He had decided to clean ??? I don't think he realised I was in my room.

Facebook Told Me !!!

Read about the execl () function and how to defeat Linux's 'Address Space Randomisation Layout.' Yawn !!!

Spent about 20 minutes staring at the UEA library computer, waiting for it to boot. Finally was able to print my curriculum vitae after the third attempt. Nice One UEA !!!

Went to a few job agancies handing them my CV. It's annoying handing over my CV and knowing that it will soon be filed straight into the bin.

Had to listen to housemate. He thinks he's a death metal guitarist. And does all the foot stamping and death metal singing along to errr... dunno Ramstein maybe??? What a tit !!!

Facebook leaks information... I really need to two people on FB to confirm this..

A tramp asked me for change at the Bus station. By the end of our conversation he was almost giving me change. To be honest I was walking past the Bus station when I saw him standing with two women. The women looked bothred and were telling him to go away. He just stood there saying, " what have I done??" I stopped to sit on the wall next to them, made sure they were okay.

Frish-Fresh

Feel a bit better today after Monday's fiasco...

Received a new edition of Hackin9 through the post.
Sorted 'Student Finance' for next year.
Read about 'Smashed Stack Protection' and Canary tokens.
Received a MSG on Facebook from Miyuki (someone's still speaking to me) Thanks Miyuki.
Spoke to the strange 'nose plaster' guy in UEA library. He's still got the plaster on his nose Heh_ and has a Canadian accent.
Spent all my money on chocolate, noodles and biscuits.
Did clothes washing.

Sunny Sunday

Woke late for Cathedral. It was beautiful sunny day and I was totally alone. Because I was late I had to do battle with the usher who keeps guard at the door. They seem to find it impossible that someone has come to attend the Sunday service during the sermon.

Drank coffee in the Forum. at near some geeks playing war games. One of the female war gamers had with her a baby, in which they had included into the game as a fairy character...

Watched some Japanese language programmes.

Someone used my butter !!! I spent some time carrying-out forensic examination on my tub of butter. Using the different kitchen knives I concluded that indeed Steve or someone err.. Adam used a knife not belonging to me to steal butter..

On Going Mission

Bumped into Steve in the city. We went to Starbucks for coffee and was later joined by Steve's friend Gary. After we spent some time watching the entertainment outside the Forum. Three grown men had drawn a crowd. They seemed to be playing with some circus toys. If they were solving hard maths, I could probably relate better. I said goodbye to Steve and his friend to go look for work.

Took the bus to the business park. The agency that was being run from a freight container has gone. I forgot, it's Saturday, and there was no-one around.

Walked back into the city back to the Forum. Just as I arrived at the Forum there was a loud explosion. I almost mad a dick of myself by drooping face-down to the floor(like you're supposed to.) Someone's bicycle tyre had exploded. How did that happen ??? It was very loud, anyhow...

Later Steve came 'round to watch 'Tron' and 'Star Trek 2.' Tron was so so good, as expected. Star Trek was well, just Star Trek... Adam and Steve sat drinking beer and eating crisps. I drank tea...

Fix my Face

I can't update this. Things are too mental, as always.
Lots of reading about buffer overflow and pentesting.
Lots of fighting with people in the street. I should get hit by someone fairly soon, I think...

Felt remorseful for awhile about an old friend, if it means anything, I feel bad about what I did. I knew it was wrong, but it had to be done.

I should be happy with the way things are going, so far. But deep down I know everything is a lie. Everything in reality is fucked including my thoughts!!!

I actually do like you, I just don't trust you.

Went to the dentist in Cromer today to get my teeth fixed. Then, a walk along the seafront. I tried to make recording for AudioBoo, but it wont let you record when there's no mobile signal.

Oh, and I'm thinking about becoming a street drinker..

Don't Run, Walk!!

What an insane day/night/early morning... I hope I can remember everything..

I've been walking miles and miles almost every day and night.. My feet are killing me.

Some strange incidences that happened :

I was looking at the travel section in Borders when this random guy started talking to me about Berlin and Moscow. He said he's never been abroad and has no passport. He then went on to demonstrate his prowess in speaking the German language. This would have been fine, though he just went on and on... I complimented him on how much he knew, which he then explained that he had asperges. I guess it's become abit of an obsession for him. He showed me some guide book he'd sent away for through the post. He then started to speak to another guy who was learning French. Heh_ suddenly he started to attempt French.. At this point I left him to it.. He later left saying goodbye to everyone about two or three times.

I've really given-up big time, I spent most of my day trying to start fights with people. I decided to do my best at pissing people off, I hope this is a phase. I feel like I'm being bullied, no one ever has a good word for me, and I'm always letting people get their own way.

In fact I'm typing this the next day. I had a change of heart already. Last night I had the recurring dream of trying to get away from somebody I didn't want to speak to. It's made me realise, not that I ever really impose myself on people, quite the opposite I think.

yes, I have gone insane again, I need something to occupy my time until Uni starts. Been doing lots of network scanning, and trying to understand the different types of buffer overflow at a more deeper level.

I went to an art exhibition at Norwich Art school. The exhibition was about 'China'. I found myself in a room with a model train track. The model train had a camera transmitting the image to a television in the corner of the room. Around the track was old PCB and circuit boards placed to give the impression of buildings.

I've noticed Adam starting to follow me about. When I'm upstairs he is, when I go down to the kitchen, sat in the living room. He just sits about making noise. He isn't that bad, but I don't think he's aware of what he's doing.

At night, and after a few more confrontations with various people(and I still haven't managed to be beaten-up or stabbed) I watched as a 4x4 reversed over some traffic signs a barriers, then stopped to wait at the cross roads. I walked past looking to see who was driving, as I looked-up I suddenly noticed a large lorry had mounted the pavement and was moving directly towards me. wtf?? The was nothing I could do 'cept jump out of the way before he ran me over(I'm sure this couldn't have happened to anyone else.) Further down the road, an idiot asked me if I sucked cock. I replied yes, and he said, "well, come-on then." I told him to fuck-off and continued walking to the sound of his friends in a car shouting at me. Just then I noticed the flashing lights of fire engines and ambulance. I couldn't see what had happened, but there seemed to be something major happening.

I wasn't feeling to good now, and someone was walking behind me playing happy hardcore on their mobile phone. I turned and told them that the tune on their mobile was 'way too happy.' He was wearing a track suit and had cuts all over his face. He said, " I've just been to the hospital bruv!!" He then went on to explain about how someone glassed him with a bottle in front of his girlfriend and young daughter. He said he was homeless, he showed me the massive hole in his arm where the nurses put him on a drip. Now that he was out of hospital he had decided to go to 'Bootleggers' for some drink. He went further to explain that his dad had just died. I told him in an unpatronising way that drinking was probably the last thing he should be doing. He said he understood where I was coming from and continued on... We walked past the crowds outside club PoNana or whatever it's called. The utter scum were standing around pissing on everything. Oh yeah I might have told the homeless guy that I was going to kill all these people. At that point he went quiet.

After a few more confrontations with various arseholes, I walked home stopping to sit in hedges and touching computers from graveyards.

THAT'S PROBABLY REALLY BADLY TYPED, BUT I CAN't BE ARSED TO CORRECT ANYTHING...